Have you some time felt that nothing feels right?
Everything is just crap, every motherfucker stares.
Have you asked for help but nobody wants to help?
Do you hate life, you are tired of waiting?

I can not think clearly, my mind is killing me.
Damn, I shout for help, but nobody wants to hear me.
For all just laughing and pointing and talking,
People trample me down like a fucking doormat.
I pray to my God for their own heaven
for once I have life on the ground in Pin Creek.
For all of my ghosts, they visit my soul
and destroy my days. Damn I wish you were here!
I'm stuck here on earth,
defeated by higher powers.
To leave this world, flying high above the land.
But my wings burst, my mind became fuckat.
No one wants to understand,
there is no one who takes,
how it feels to live alone with feeling,
everyone hates me, I've never been loved.
The wind may turn, but pass on the wait!
Today it happen, I'm tired of fighting.

For all press me down, I ask myself the question.
There is nothing left, you have extinguished the flame
I shed my tears, and this is the end.
Close my eyes and welcome the light.

Ask a question, what do you have against me?
I swear I'm telling the truth, but you refuse to believe me.
See how I cry,
you see how I suffer?
Tearful eyes and a heart that hurts.
Back to square one, everything feels like before,
Now I stand here and beat the life-sized door.
I sit and dream, dream of hope.
I dream that I jump and it's all over,
A fight between me, me and me and life.
Immediately when I feel bad, I get new medicines.
I love you, I hate you, I miss you, I forget you.
I love to hate you and I miss forget you.
I do not know why, I do not now.
I had a life-glow but it burns out.
Do you want to talk to me, you talk to my chest.
Do you gusts am I whispering.

For I see no hope now,
it disappeared long ago.
Ey! The pain is my father, and death my best friend.
I have fought, lost, climbed and fallen,
from top to bottom,
I am a man without a future.
For beware because you have created me;
And my reflection is crushed and my shadow hate me.

And how will I cope? Should the crap going on?
I'm tired of metaphors as "life goes on .."!

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